These Moments

Cloudy out today which I love. Went for a walk down to the Riverside Park and took the forest trails along the water. Went to my favourite spot along the path, a broken down mangled dock with cement beams hanging over the edge. Stopped and sat their by myself. Stared out into the water for a while. Sat their with my eyes closed and my head up.
The wind was strong and was blowing hard on my face but it was refreshing. The sound of nothing but the leaves and trees rustling, the waves as they roll in hitting land. It started to spit rain. I set there with my eyes closed, head up into the wind and the faint rain hitting against my face, nothing else matters in those moments. You feel one with the earth, you know peace, you know what matters.
Its the little things and the moments of utter peace that nothing in our chaotic lives can give us.

Battle Field

I'm so terrible at keeping up with my blog. Maybe I feel I have nothing of worth to say, maybe its laziness, I'm not really sure. Maybe a bit of both. Sometimes I feel I think too much and by the end of each day my thoughts make my head pound and try to seep out of my ears, painful infection. By this time I don't want to burden my mind with going back over the endless frustrating thoughts that run my mind like a battle field.