Break The Seal

Sometimes is it better to stay lost then find your way back home to the roots of your battered past? So where shall I begin? My name is kristen, I'm 22 and still creating myself. Highschool graduate with high marks in English and art. Failing grades in math and about every other subject. Never had thoughts about going to college as I don't find school is for me. I had a hard enough time dealing with authority then, so by now I doubt its improved. With a background of no money I wasn't really excited about paying off a student loan until I was 45. The goveronment takes too much already, no need to add to this interest. Everything I ever wanted to do didnt really require schooling and everything I want to do is more a hobby so that might be out the window. I would love to write for a living, but what I want to write. Not the bore that is smashed into our faces everyday. I would love to draw and create works of art. Now you may say you can go to school for that. Yes you can but the odds of this schooling adding to me getting anywhere in art is slim to none as art is the least feild out their requiring people. I would love to run a small animal rescue and who know, I might help one someday, this is a possibility. I refuse to live and die in retail with all the mindless zombies slaving to push the machines of society. I was born in Pembroke Ontario and I moved to Arnprior around 4 or 5. Lived out my life there until I was about 19 and then I moved back to Pembroke with my boyfriend for a change of scenery. I never fit in in school, yet I never had it bad either. Luckely when you make friends with the preps in kindergarden that bond always sticks. I was picked on a bit during the beginning of school but that shortly stopped seeing as I'd rather go down fighting then let anyone talk to me in such a manner. Bullies on average are all talk and no action, you show any sign of fighting back and they seem to cave. So I assume I was just made fun of behind my back after that. I have a very broad heritage, I'm English, German, French, Native, Polish and Italian.